No good, very bad day
It's been a no good, very bad day. I woke up later than I had intended to. I set my alarm for 7 but didn't get up till 8. I had intended to study for my calculus makeup test. I ended up checking on lindsey because she's sick, and then trying to figure out what is wrong with her. I called my mom to ask her what she thought and I didn't leave for class until 10 minutes after it had already started. Class was fine, but I had to sit in the very back because I came in super late. My makeup test was a bust, I'm horrible at tests, and it sucks. I can do it all fine during HW etc. But I get to the test and it's like hmmm I thought I knew that but I guess not! I came back and checked on Lindsey and found out that the health center on campus gave her a speech on exercising and some decongestants, NOT what they were supposed to do. No surprise really, but still highly irking. Then Matt showed up with flowers and Mutemath tickets which was awesome. But while I was making us lunch he decided to yell at me, so of course we had a fight. First fight....yay....not. So I ended up not feeding him and he left about 40 minutes before he normally does. Just because you bring me flowers doesn't mean you're allowed to treat me like crap. Some people have said he's probably just stressed. All I have to say about that is that my last boyfriend broke up with me because he was "stressed" and didn't want to have anything to do with me. So maybe I'll be single again soon...I knew I couldn't make it past the 3 1/2 month mark. Since I didn't feed Matt lunch I didn't eat lunch either. Normally I eat about every 2 hours but I haven't had anything since my bowl of cereal this morning at 8. So I haven't eaten for about 7 hours. But I don't really want to. It'll save some money at least, I don't have the money to eat.
Now I'm sitting here in my horribly messy room listening to the water of madison's shower (I wonder how many she's had today.) I'm still so frustrated from programming that I'm practically shaking. I'm the kind of person who gets REALLY frustrated if she can't do something. And I was on the brink of tears near the end of it. And now I think I might just sit here and stare at the wall for the next hour or so, until band time.
Hopefully life will get better. "After all ... tomorrow is another day."
posted by Katharina at 2:35 PM
2 Comments:
I'm glad you liked the flowers, they're very you, all orange and yellow and such. I'm sorry I yelled at you for no reason at all. I'm still totally not sure why I did it, just seemed like the thing to do at the time. I hope a silly little fight like that one won't tear us apart, but I guess that's something that you and I need to work on outside of this digital life.
Everyone's been getting sick. I guess it's just that time of the year. All couples fight, so don't let a silly argument get in the way of stuff. At least that's my opinion. You should eat something if you haven't had anything since 8 this morning. I got some soup if you need some. :P Programming can be really hard stuff to do as you are still learning all the little ins and outs of C, let alone other major things. When things like that get you that angry, as much as you want to continue looking at it, take a break from it, calm yourself down, collect yourself, and then work on something else and come back to it when you are ready to tackle it again.
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