1 Down, way too many still to go
First day of classes was yesterday. I woke up with a headache (but that's nothing new.) Caculus at 9 am wasn't that bad except that there is a deaf girl in my class, so there is a lady sitting up there doing sign language the whole time. I've always been fascinated by sign language, so it is highly distracting. Hmmmm i wonder what the sign for exponent is. Chemistry is going to suck I can already tell. I don't like the professor's teaching style, and I fell asleep....ON THE FIRST DAY! After lunch I had programming which seemed pretty harmless. My professor is out of the country and couldn't get a flight back until next week, so we had a sub, but he was really cool. I think this class might not be THAT bad. Honors English however is going to suck. There are only 9 people in the class, and I might be the only honors person in the class. Everyone else in the class is like "YAY ENGLISH" and I'm just sitting there thinking shoot me. I so wanted to sleep in that class too...can I use the excuse that I'm still jet lagged? After English was Jazz band. Yeah.....I SUCK! I made a complete fool out of myself the whole time. I know I don't belong there, and that I'm the worst player. Not playing for 3 weeks didn't help the trouble I was already having. And my braces were being a pain in the butt too. Lindsey and I ate dinner and then looked at some apartment stuff. Then I layed down in my bed to read and passed out. I slept solid for about 2 hours and didn't remember anything. Matt came by twice and I still barely remember any of that. Some of us went to go visit Greg just to get out of the dorm. They have nice big rooms, but the apartment overall is pretty depressing. It all looks so cold and drab, and there's not a whole lot you can do to spruce it up.
Already feeling emo about life, and feeilng like I don't fit in anywhere. Someone basically attacked me last night for trying to be helpful...I give up on helping people, I'll just be a bitch like the rest of the world now.
Hoping today goes better....And that this semester doesn't completely suck
posted by Katharina at 10:04 AM
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I'm sorry that you had such a rough start, I hoped the flowers would have eased that some. That first day seemed rough on us all, I too am still recovering from it. Our schedules don't seem that bad though, Tuesdays and Thursdays shouldn't be bad all. So, here's to Tuesdays!
Greg told me something last semester - his secret to college life. "It doesn't matter." As time passes more and more, I'm finding it to be more true. Jazz band - yeah... I'm already struggling with stuff, so don't feel bad. We can suck in jazz together! First day of classes sucked for everyone I think. If it's any consolation, I too am about to just say "screw everyone," and stop being helpful to people. I'm just am tired of all the BS drama lately that seems to be showing up more and more in life...
Well...so much for the short and sweet comment...
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